Just My luck

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On this mic,… I spit these lyrics that we been through; My mind is still high from the meds, I guess its mental; Or its im mental, sign a doctors note, im in you; Triple course meals, you just hit the mc’donalds menu; Afraid to let go because you’re my excuse to not love anyone else; But I guess me playing this game; I have to deal with the cards I was dealt; Different days, same , you wasn’t ; That’s why I left you alone because I couldn’t handle it; Somebody help me, im shaking so bad; Please dope dealer, lend me a bag; All I need, is one that’s not you, but like you, to make me better; Yes the generic brand, will do, that would mean less spent cheddar; My punani,… calls your name, no matter where we’re at, or whose around; You say drop it low; I turn around and hit the ground; My legs so spread apart, every time you come around; You can see my insides, my whole body’s shutting down; How fair is it that, everyone is 69ing love except me; Is it , at all, because I disrespected my body; Maybe if I would have just remained who I used to be and stayed away from the crowd; In this year of 2014, you would still be here now; I have to be honest and say,.. I never really went hard, ***ing them s; I was just to ashamed to tell you that my mouth was on they triggas; Cause I would have rather you hold back the , than your sweet kisses; Because without them, I have nothing, and I needed your gentleness; I never kissed anyone, besides, you and my best friend Michael; I wanted to stop my families vicious cycle; I tried so hard and I did pretty good; But still, I cant understand why my name got carved so deep in the hood; Im still embarrassed to say I got 4 baby daddy’s; But not afraid to say I screwed you in a caddy; Your sex was so blazing to me; And I told you, no I showed you, that it was painful vee; Anxiety through my body, my soul so abroad; I write these letters, but I spit these poems,.. like rap lyrics; My rap lyrics, cant you feel it; At any time of any day,.. I write; And get out my thoughts of what I have to say; Sometimes,… I can be as cold as winter; And sometimes I can make my body speak in terms to make you feel like a winner; It’s so crazy, cause sometimes I hurt so much,.. I just wana die; Deepened in a pool of water, but still I cry; This is all so wrong, it shouldn’t be like this; You should be the one chasing me in them fresh new kicks; I feel every inch of your soul working through my veins; So evil, so cold, but I am to blame; So with that said, I’ll keep pressing rewind; Until this tape pops and for you I decline! Tiquana Williams A.K.A Diamond p.