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Today I lost my way,
I'm starting to make errors in my life that should not occur.
The storm seems as though it's getting rougher and harder to travel through as it delivers dismay.
Seems as though, there are no endings to my battles and every teardrop surrounding me is reaching even higher.
The wise one says, "The storm won't last. It will pass. Continue knowing. Be strong and keep the faith."
But what the wise one can't see
Is me striving from drowning in my own tears.
Being strong and holding on to love is killing me sometimes, and it's difficult for me to come up for air to breathe.
I'm unable to see with a clear view at times.
There's too much weight that's holding me down.
How do I love and let go?
Because I have failed to make the right decisions in life, it leaves me in this situation.
You have shown me danger and inspired me through self-awareness all of my life.
Help me still love and let go.
Drowning in my own tears would not be my decision,
Nor
How my life would end.
Strengthen my willingness and lift my courage from drowning in my own tears.
Sabrina Williams
(Chris)
