The Pain that Didn't Last

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life

Besides God and the Will of Faith,

I was once your miracle

When your @*! was in the deepest jam of your life,

All the money in this world

and

The greatest and most powerful lawyers

Couldn't save you from what you were facing.

God blessed you with life,

Your mother's precious love

Nurtured and embraced your life,

Others self-deception wanted

To destroy and take your life

 It was I, who 

 Revived you to the life you now live.

You turned your back on me

As if I were one of your worst enemies 

I was your livelihood, your lifetime warranty,

Who had been building and making

Satisfaction,

When your eyes didn't notice the truth

and

When you were closed-minded to see only your way.

You caused me pain

That traveled through my soul,

You caused me pain

That left my wound open so wide,

You caused my thinking to alter

From so much pain I could not grip nor understand,

You caused me pain

That left me asking, "why?"

                       Pain

That I now recover from your immoral and selfish reasons

I was once told my heart is like steel

When it's been misused 

I kept those words in mind,

And the pain you caused me didn't last.

My action and my choice were too difficult for you to accept,

and

Now you hate me for life

Wrongful pain I didn't cause you,

Only; the truth and the willing decision

Thought through with sensible choices

Made between the two of us

To protect what we shared.

Your coldness no longer affects me,

I now realize your soul is un-repaired

and

The channeled damage your heart feels towards me

is

Beyond being mended

I won't move away,

I won't turn away,

Nor will I allow your bitterness to break me

The pain you caused me didn't last

What we shared

I thought was a bond

That could never be broken,

The truth and the toughest choices made between us - had destroyed us,

and

left our families devastated

The wise one says, "Try harder to reclaim what we had created."

I came with the Will of Faith,

I came with God's blessings through me,

I came with my voice,

I came with my heart,

I came with my greatest strength,

I came with forgiveness,

I came forth with effort,

I came with courage,

I came with understanding,

I came with our keepsake word of honor,

I came with all I'd been taught

To get my man back.

Still your heart was heavier and colder than ever.

Still the pain didn't last,

I won't regret nor strive to redeem

What you and I once shared

Between the two of us

I now realize there's no turning point between us,

Nor a cure

For your thinking to be more

Mature 

God knows

My love and faithfulness for you was always pure

God has strengthen every part of me with a sensible and clear mind

My heart doesn't fear

When it stands for sure

My decision was secure.

Meanwhile , deepen your soul of Understanding

                       Sabrina Williams

                              (Chris)