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life

Could these words translate the pain i've been feeling
Or could they help me ascend up through the ceiling
Life is supposed to be a prize but i feel like i haven't earned it
Can anybody please stop the bleeding cuz i'm no surgeon
The pain alone is deeper than the ocean itself
Is everybody hear deaf? I'm screaming out for help
My reflection shows me a man with flaws and bad intentions
Not to mention but i'm also forever trapped in detention
Its like they say, Loved by few but hated by many
I just hope i'm not living the same story when i'm twenty
Staying awake in the middle of the night holding on to your promise
Without you leading the charge, There's nothing i can accomplish
Running on low battery yet i remain firm & determined
I've been lacking the strength to remove these burdens
Like what does it take to get away from all this perversion
I don't want this just to be a church thing hearing multiple sermons
Can't bear to continue living my life simply calculating averages
Just like with Skylar, I need a doctor to remove these bandages
See what happens is how we fail to know what really matters most
Not when all we hear is how every mainstream rappers boast
But caring to know what comes next when the chapters close
Instead i drift away to cause damage like when i hammer flows
I'm just looking to delight my beloved daisy, Not Amber Rose
Seeking & chasing ambition is exactly what the winner plots
Just the kind of things i wonder in my most inner thoughts