Lost It

Too much on my mind got a red blue 

Never learned the lines,now I’m spilling it on you 

Couldn’t realize what my ego tried to do

Push you in the corner cause I didn’t want to lose

Making all this noise, still breaking all our rules

All the love you gave , now I got you feeling used

Made a deeper bruise, You looking in the mirror maybe wondering if it’s you

I can’t even lie, I’m just not that type of guy, all my feelings to this side I was tryna share my truth

When I crossed the line, I walked into open fire, tryna make it back to our side but I get it you confused 

Yea I know I’m older bae but ima wounded soldier 

All this idle time got me wishin we was closer

Came with all my baggage , you carried my first child 

Shirt over my scars while you walking down the aisle 

I get somewhere better n better when we together 

When I wrote my vows, n wedded you it’s forever 

Looking back on my actions damn thought I would never

We just went from wholes to fractions from toxic measure 

Let me say I’m sorry for putting that kind of pressure

Let me right my wrongs, n touch ya bae I’ll be gentle

Walking with this energy, women thinking I’m special

Right after I wake or sleep your on my mental....

Looking at our marriage,  Na this ain’t who we are

Now I’m Tryna save it.. glad I know cpr

Trynw wind our tape  back to beginning like vcrs

I’m nursing all my injuries and cutting some fingers off