self

Type

Things hasn’t been right 

All we do is argue 

You accusing me 

For what 

When I told you I love you

Being faithful,being loyal

You don't trust me 

We been doing this relationship for a couple months

But been ***ing for years

I kept all my promises 

All you do is hurt me

Chance after chance

To a point nomore chance

How can I get over you 

By going MIA 

Leaving my house or leaving the state

I love you

Have you ever heard of love on first sight

You open me up inside

I feel butterflies everytime you touch me or

I’m around you

Why can’t we work

I’m running out of answer 

My love drifting away

My hurt slowing beeping 

Sometimes I ...

self

As I’m starring at your big brown eyes

All I see is love

What I feel is joy

Like paradise

Laying on a beach

Drinking a corona

Feeling the sand between my toes

You set me free from all the pain,

The tears

The headaches

You make me feel like a queen 

Beautiful inside

A women on the outside 

I feel free

You open me up 

Now I see people as I’m walking by

As I’m smiling 

Laughing 

I’m happy and grateful 

That god direct me toward you.

Love

When I'm with you I feel love
As I'm starring at you now do you love?
I want you forever
I need you forever
Can we make this work forever
You promise not to hurt me
I promise not to hurt you
But why do I feel scared
Just to open my heart to you
Why must I be afraid
Why must I be scared
To love
To give 
To promise 
I'm just scared to hurt
When I want to love you all over again
As I look at you 
I see 
I feel 
Memories of what we shared
I was happy
I was loved 
I had hope for us
I see a future 
With us

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Control

The Love I share

He love me I love him

I open my heart to him

I share my world to him

I birth for him 

I was loyal,honest and faithful to him

But what is love that I share 

When he beat me

Rape me

Torture me

Mentally and physically damage me

The love I share to him

Wasn’t there nomore

The love I share 

Had me low self esteem 

Had me paranoid 

Had me scare to be alone 

Had me praying to god-to give me wings and set me free

But the love he share

Wasn’t love in my eyes

IT WAS CONTROL❤️❤️🙏

I am finally free!!!