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Some time the pain hurts
Sometimes it kills you inside
Everyday like a piece of you disappear
Unaware of your own slow disintegration
It hurts so bad
To fathom the fact that love
Will love you today
And forget you tomorrow
The sorrowing conclusion..
Damn.
It pains my brain to think that I a transforming individual.
Couldn't spark a decent change
Oh it changed
Changed in a shade of black
And white
I could no longer blend the situation
With the pages
They didn't mix
So colorful
I this boring girl
Love you.
I didnt know what I was doing
Don't get me wrong
I changed.
I learned..
I grew
And I won't take that from you
But you turned into a monster
You created the demonic me
And I found peace
Only to give pieces for it
Cause I loved you.
Love you in the purest way I could
No limitiatons
Unconditional
Until I had to stop letting my love
Become slavery
Hell you wouldn't even save me
If you could.
But still I stood
Lending me.
For what.
To tell this sadlove story
Of all time
No,
Hell NO
I release your grips on me
Cause I indeed was holding myself hostage For your love in love
For the sacrifice of "Always being that girl"
You could always run back too
Cause that girl loved you.
And she still do
And will
On the other side
And do it so genuinely
You know what you missed
But life's full of choices.
You make them..
Then you make some more. .
And I choose me.
