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Staring out the window
Reflecting on my life
Happiness
Confusion
Hopes of being a wife
Thoughts I used to wish for
Dancing in my mind
Beautiful innocence
To stand the test of time
Reality exposes me
My heart is unprotected
Hurt
Pain
Feelings were rejected
Manifestation of the future
A will to survive
The purity of long ago
Adult me has been deprived
Pleasure replaced logic
Close my eyes to the pain
Physical enjoyment justified
A false need to be sane
As I look through my window
Reflecting on my life
I miss that innocent little girl
That dreamed to be a Wife ..
