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Afraid to fall knowing that the possibility I might hit the ground exists
But how can one try to neglect such a feeling that everyday becomes so much harder to resist
And in this.....
In this bubble filled with the pros and cons that I created to guard me from the possible harm..
I battle with the idea of letting it go and allowing my emotions to flow
Over prepared, yet unarmed
Then there is the reality that floats in my head where I know fully well that some things can be so easily said ..
Without any true meaning
Or any real feeling
So I always try to stay one step ahead
But if allow myself to pass up on an opportunity to what may be what I've always desired
If I actually let myself believe every word and release all doubt and let you ignite and put out the fire..
If I actually gave you my heart would you truly know what to do?
If I let you into my world would you remain loyal and true?
Every time you undress my body and you enter my temple..
Do you understand that you also undress my soul and enter my mental
With every kiss we exchange our energies connect
And the truth is sometimes I try to shake it off and try to forget
Forget my past
And how the feelings didn't last
How the pain overpowered the good
The disappointment I felt because all along I knew that it would
I let myself become blind for love
And when I think of falling again these are the very things I think of..
But there is something that whispers in my ear to get out of my own way
That the next time I allow someone into my heart they will be there to stay
That if I just let my feelings show
something beautiful will grow
I am not perfect by any means but my heart is pure...
Lately I’ve been so afraid to let love in due to my fear of reliving what I've already had to endure
The very thing that left me feeling so unsure...
so insecure...
Is the very thing I long for
You see when it comes to love,
I give it all I've got.. accept you flaws and all
All I ask is that is when I take that leap of faith, that you are there to catch me as I fall
