16000
From me you stole
Not like a thief an actual thief
You took a future envisoned planned articulated and fought for
My mind raced into the abyss of non reality
Searching cloud lines for answers
As you dissapeared and the silence was shocking loud, dismal
I felt pride before you shed the weight of your dissapointments by my side
Left your tangled mess of misshapens on my wooden floor
Grasped at hair that was mine to hold
Left me having to rewrite forever more
In silent nights came trauma, came blackness so deep
Came light searching and hero worshipping to bring me to the era
Into which I have reached
With limb and bowels like heavy rain
Secret whispers assure me I can be, I have been and will again
Stability does not come cheap and K's took decades to reach
Yet you pocketed it and spent it in dissarray in parties, on females
To friends who lay in sadness for me
A rose petal on forehead.
