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It’s been quiet sometimes were I’ve been breathing but I’m not living.
Trying my hardest to please everyone around me, I betrayed myself in the process.
I let them hurt me, stole my joy, kill my peace,
Now I’m hanging with nothing but confusion.
But I swear to God
The worst pain is when you are crying deep inside but your pride swallow the tears.
Well I guess it was okay because I was doing it all for the sake of loyalty.
I’m not saying I was innocent on every aspect, but danm I got stomp on, while I was showing mad respect.
I never count on how many times I have been hurt, because they were the people I love the most, who hurt me the hardest.
I’m not looking for attention neither do I wants anyone pity.
I just wants God to saves me from me.
