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i am... 

a

cexth generation

warrior priest

 

exploring 

 

unfamiliar roads 

sharing faith, 

 

To the best of my beliefs

 

making rounds 

...on new grounds

 

stepping down hard pathways

 

rejuvenating 

in prayer songs 

 

...with 

a fresh funky beat 

 

...solo, dipping... 

into a club, i stepped... 

 

dropped into the maelstrom of... 

anything/everything but, love

 

this was a volatile ...time and space

 

...well, aware of who i am/where i wuz

 

 was i ...in too deep, unprepared 

should things go left... 

 

at best, i had the WORD with me

 

AND ...i was WITH the WORD

 

not that i'd not been tested before...

in love ...and war... 

 

instead, of being scared

i was just a little perturbed... 

 

about being TOO prepared

 

ready for the first demon to take the bait

 

got them in my sights, 

not quite... what i'd expect, 

 

a crippled old cougar, 

armed with a Nazi luger

 

...something just wasn't right/so i left 

 

moved on past that fright, 

rebaited the trap 

 

reset my RAP, sights

to tight... 

 

changed the essence of the attractant

 

for a more natural trace of attraction 

the perfect blend, to match the tempo tonight

 

the one... of which 

i find a trace which delights, 

 

in the mystique of these shifting moods 

 

awakening the hunger, 

the stalk, the chase

 

with the thrill of capture in the romance 

of our minds in a time, a space... 

 

shared/shaped in a capsule 

of love...

 

when/if... we 

find proof, of its existence

 

if, not... left 

with an overheated ego, 

on hold,

 

left in the cold 

...punctuated with an icy stare 

 

pulled back from the edge of the abyss, 

 

just in time to save my life 

...pretending not to care... 

 

heading nowhere fast, 

warped beyond delight, 

 

crippled with fright

left, with only an empty shell

 

left, abandoned 

...on the road to HELL

 

maybe next time, 

 

but not tonight. 

 

dropping from the shadows, 

guided with a smooth insight

 

stepping into the circle of attention

 

so many attitudes, 

making animated stares... 

 

penetrating the space between 

a crowd of faces

 

out of the midst, i saw you there

 

hit with an avalanche 

of raw emotions, 

 

i dared not express

 

should i, in a moment of weakness

 

leap onto the crest of the next wave in motion  

 

followed closely by a tidal wave 

...in formation

 

as my emotions tried 

 

as best they could

to assess the situation... 

 

in the dance 

of wild stallions, 

thunderstorms   

 

before the smoke cleared, 

i was within your grasp, 

 

lost in the moment, 

 

in the drift of anticipation, 

 

 

i could not recall... 

what came next... 

 

you stole my heart, 

threw away the book, 

 

although, unique 

i couldn't understand a word

 

was it written in Greek, 

 

since i couldn't understand the text, 

i did what i knew best...

 

 jumped between the sheets 

 

its fading in and out of consciousness 

 

in the moment of distraction i awoke, 

we were amidst the throes of orgasmic tremors, 

 

having sex...

 

making love, came next 

energizing... 

 

captivating, 

illuminating... 

 

Cex   

 

 

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