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Its been quite some time now,
conversing with a known stranger,
video calls, and text,
you ask whats next,
before the silence grew, im sure you knew
Mentally i wanted to stay
emotionally i had to go
And yet , you took things slow
the tone of your voice pulled strings like
a violinst plucking at my most sacret desires
like flashing signs for "HIRE"
no matter what i told my self im not a liar
closing doors half way shut
like eyes shut wide open
puzzled pieces with no direction
my thoughts dismantled in the right position
unknowingly willing to agree,
what is this hold you have on me.
potentially I strive into perfection of my imperfections
unconditionally loving me
when flaws change with experience
as to knowledge staind the wise ones,
With every word that spilled her lips
like paint from a pail
I tasted her ideas, like popping coins down a wishing well
framed pictures in coloring books
it took a while to see, this painted picture
wasnt for me...
imma end this an get some sleep, so leave a message
at the sound of the beep..........----------------------------------------------------------------------BEEP
