Anew

As I impatiently await for anew I’ll like to share my today with you 

About all of the dreadful that go through

Days when rooms are darken by closed shades & do not disturbs helped silence the noises friends made

How the mere sight of moon light only means without rest for another night

The isolation from & how efforts of inclusion are only invites for me to get up & run 

The smile that hides away the hurt & the laughter that hid behind thoughts such as I can’t let them see my pain therefore I hope these giggles work 

The struggle of getting out of bed is just another battle much similar to getting these troubled thoughts up out of my head 

To be depressed is surely a unrest & attempts to conceal its energy severely creates an internalized mess

But through it all I awaken each day and impatiently await anew 

For it’s arrival is sure to come & when it does maybe I’ll carry on each day as if I’m just as happy as you…. 

WhiteThePoet aka BiggWhite313