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I am not even struggling with this back pain, I carry the weight of my children on it and an example of what the world could be. I have a limited amount of time to create structure around what has been presented to me. Im calling it destiny. Its like a roller coaster ride and we always keep our hands up.
That moan you hear when I am getting up is me adjusting to circumstances and then that turn you see me making is my eye fixed on me changing those circumstances to create my desired result.
If I am silent for long enough, I can hear my heart beat, its drumming to a sound of no retreat. How do you think I made it this far?
Hopefully you dont think I met you by chance. Hopefully.
