One mistake

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life

You know those first moments when you meet love at

First site?

Well this ain't that....

Flashing lights, smiling face...

I felt like, I met the Queen paparazzi

Her smile was forever

I hadn't yet met her...

Till the apology, her eyes filled up quick

My intentions proved value, my actions

Weren't so great things happened

She couldn't relate, then disappeared without a trace

Forgiveness was felt

Her smile made me melt

Yet her love for me has past

It's been some time now

I played Russian roulette with the idea

Of starting over, imprisoned from 

My own thoughts

I got caught up between 

"What to do" and "what is this" 

I knew I missed, her yet pride wouldn't

Allow me to admit

She's my fit

Pictures and memories of what it use to be

Keeps me

I loved you then as I do now

"Friend" 

That word alone makes me shake my head

Yet I gotta deal with what I did

Please forgive me