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I think we knew we were always operating at our lowest self because it doenn't matter what we do we can always do it better. Im a true believer in that. I heard the message and I responded. I wanted to be great and the world helped me out. Failure was an unlocked door and I walked in that room and just sat there.
There were a million and one things I could have done to save myself but it seemed like there were always these instruments that were working against me. With that being said, I punched back, I elevated from my seated position and started tossing haymakers.
I gave the world what it wanted but it wasnt ready for me. I was a locomotive and it was full steam ahead.
