Only I can change me and lead myself in to the life and man I wish to be. not god man or spirit will do this for me. I single handedly must take the first step and every other step after in this pursuit of higher recognition of life upheld to my standards, With the God within me or to perish walking in the wake of my greatness. I shale take no prisoners in the name of blame for all that I am is all I need to become what I am predestined to be in my own world. For I am god the father of my reality spreading the seed of my dreams and goals and mother to care and nurture them until fruition. May this be my seldom oath carved in my heart mind and spirit and my soul my creators' to keep. I'm thankful for this beautiful life long opportunity and so it is!