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I am 4'10 , 100 and 40 something pounds, with a not so big but damn sure ain't small frame. But baby I been running, not the physical " I'm trying to be a couple of pounds lighter so dudes will pay attention to me running "
" The i'm scared to be me so i hide behind a mask running " See I live in society where sexy is a buffie the body, silicon breast and im 5 shades lighter than my actual skin tone. Little do they know half these women had so much work done that they still live in their parents home. Naw don't get me wrong, i'n not hating nor am I bitter. Hell i wouldn't get mad if mywas a little bigger. But what pisses me off is when I'm compared to these es ;I'm sorry but every female in the world waist can't be 24in.
You dont see me questioning why aren't you built like Idris Alba and Chris Brown. Dude you don't even go to the gym but have the nerve to tell me to keep getting my waist down. " Child Boo Bye " See men like you truly make me sick ; and if I thought it was that deep . I would get a sex change operation and tell you all to politely suck my . I have enough issues with my self esteem and I don't need anyone's help.
Tell me what you know about looking in the mirror and only wanting to yell. Or being the chubby one in a crew full of skinny's. & have older people tell you " You are so cute " to be a big girl..... wtf does that mean ? I guess that suggest because I'm not a size 6 that I can't be seen. See i know I'm not perfect or the absolute best but I know I'm worth it .
& I'm done being anything less !
