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Who are you
I am me
I suppose, I can be
Anything you desire
I'm in your dreams just think
Cold sweats
You wake up
In the middle of the night, you stuck
Wondering why I was on yo mind
Even though I'm considered past time
I know you still think about me
Even though I see you and you don't speak
It's just like you don't give no Fuc/
And forgot about everything that happened between us
So I guess that's what i get
I've done enough for you to treat me like shi/
I mean i did lie here and there
And at times I was unreachable to declare
The truth that you sought out
And all the lies that you found out
But at heart I ment well
I just hate that i never had the courage to tell
You
How much you ment to me
And what was to come
I had already for seen
But baby I was addicted
It was hard to stay clean
I was sick
And you ain't know it
Actually you never knew
Cause had you known from jump
I would have never had a chance with you
So now I'm left all alone
And i don't know what else to do
I didn't know i possessed feelings
Real tears from the relationship
I knew I'd loose
My addiction
Is now a fiction
It's funny how it took loosing you
To clean my system
Of something I did my whole life
Now no signs of my symptoms
The truth is
I hope that you miss me
And dream about me from time to time
Even though I know you don't
And I'm probably the last thing on yo mind
I just hope you remember the good times
I just shake my head at myself when I think about how impaired my vision was
I was so blind
But i pray about it cause it hurt
Knowing that you were the only one for me
And I was the reason it didn't work
How could I be so stupid
Down on my luck is where I'm headed
I wouldn't change a single thing
But
Loosing you is something I regretted
Shi/
Dreaming of how to get you back
But knowing never again will we be together
Now i spend my days and nights thinking
I got it
The only way for me to storm this weather
Is to kill myself
Face God
And ask for a second chance
In heaven
