I aint never squelled and fear kills. I stay ready at the front and the back in that I am always moving forward and clapping back. I attack relentlessly and stay silent when God asks me to. So what do I ask of you, be true to yourself and all your goals and know that the one true God is in control however you see him.
Be assured that he sees you and there is no question that you can ask that he hasnt already answered. You are the answer so stop wth the lessons. Just take your pen and paper and write this down.
"God, please show me just how great this life can be."
If you trust in him, he will trust you with all the gifts.