i am lost in the mists
calling to my children
hoping i've given them something
worthwhile of myself
feels like every day i live
i'm dying ...a little more
seeing through the fog
all the crazy things which are happening,
even though, looking at what i can glean of history
even these are nothing new
feeling like a cog in the machinery of fate
praying i can find my place of things to do
not just throw it all away
trying to pass the time ,,,until i pass away
each day to push the reset button of my life
and let the music play...
trying to do just a measure more
as if there's little time to waste
trying to say something worthwhile,
even if i sometimes lose my place
while stumbling, mumbling and fumbling
my way through each day.
dropping to my knees and
getting up for another try..
not afraid to fail,
as i have so many times
i've lost count
C2

