Blackness

Blackness

Is it something that can take away from me? I won the skin color lottery. The reason I am winning it because I base my opinion of people not on their skin color, but the content of God in their character. The question is not that I get to live but more so that I get to die. So many people didnt make it and here I am in the abundance of Gods glory. Talk about having a story to tell, I was a thought before I could think so think about that and just be in awe of this beautiful thing called life and how you walk through the world. 

In blackness. 

Olives

I love olives, the green kind. Not the black one that are locked in the cans. At least with the green ones, they put them in glass and there is a hope of something out there. I am reading too much into it. There is hope everywhere, you really just have to be willing to look for it. 

I can tell you for certain that I see it everywhere and my hope and wish is that you can see it too. 

Stubbed Toe

I was walking around my room the other day and every I turned I stubbed my toe. Like God was trying to tell me something. I was not paying attention to something that I should have been paying attention to and the Universe kept sending me reminders that I needed to do the work. 

I was sweating bullets and still working on the wrong things. The one thing we are obedient in is being disobedient. We should be listening more than we talk and knowledge of self is a powerful thing just as it is a weakness I guess.

I stubbed my toe again. 

Bedtime

Its already bedtime and I am putting all rumours to rest. Im well rested and the world has tested me, I passed. Passed on a lot of the bullsh*t and saw the beauty of everything that there every was, even the beauty in you. I am a hurricane and I make it rain and then pure silence and then reign. The world gives you exactly what you ask for. I wanted a lot of it and I was hungry and greedy at the same time. 

I was eating in my sleep. You reap what you sow and I am reaping. Time to wake up. 

Anything Is Possible

Imagine what the world would be like if we could exceed the mind. If we could push the limits of what we feel and override all of our faults with just our thinking. We are magnificient beyond all imagination and we create our world day by day and in this very second instantly form what our world is. 

This is your sign to stop looking for what feels familiar and to truly make a difference in your life because it is possible. You are the captain of your soul and in this moment you have an opportunity to be great. 

No addictions of the past or of what your feelings should be. You are powerful beyond measure. 

You Really Have To Believe This Stuff

You really have to look at the world and you need to believe that we are in the service of each other. At least that is my take on it. The world is what it is and you have survived the hardest part. You just dont know it yet. Every single day you are pushing forward and trying to make a difference in this world. 

And that is all we can really ask. 

So keep moving forward.

Almost Panicked

I almost panicked, I was letting life get to me and I should have known better. I was working a cold sweater -- I was doing things backwords and expecting forward results. This sh*t can get moist and if you are not paying attention you might miss what really matters --- you. 

Some people will say that there are some situations that made them who they are. The truth of the matter is YOU SURVIVED BECAUSE OF WHO YOU ARE. 

A lot of people went through the same situation you did and didnt make it. Remember that.

Into The Unknown

I think we were cast on a journey where all things would be both known and unknown to us. We are cosmic beings but I just want to make sure you are having some fun while you are here. Take advantage literally of everything that the world has to offer. You were meant to do something great, the only problem is that you do not know that you are already doing it.

You can plan for the future but remember to always be living in this present moment.

Brown Shadows

Part of the process is that you watch others come and  go to understand that part of your process is that you come and go. There is a beginning and an end and in there you discover who you are. So the question is who am I. How do I make the most of this process?

I have been pondering and all the time pushing forward. If you can see me, that means that you are looking back and we dont need to do that. 

Explosions

My thoughts were all over the place and I was barely holding things together. I wanted more of everything and there was no limit to what I could accomplish. I was having a fever dream and not looking to cool down anytime soon. Monsoon. 

My thoughts were water, torrential and essential. I was speaking the gospel and looking for anyone that would hear me. I know I was speaking clearly, I could hear my own words and I even made sense to myself. 

There is no where to put the pin back in, the grenade is already grenading. Oh well.