Caught Up In My Feelings

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 Unspoken words I say to you,

Upon a full moon our paths cross;

But alas we are worlds apart.

Free of the so-called bond we once shared,

Do either of us dare to speak a simple "Hello?"

To say such words our lips do not part,

Friendship shattered only emptiness my heart may rightfully bear.

From afar I witness beauty,

Melancholy tones harmonize in unity,

An unique atmosphere only you possess;

but the animosity geared towards you I truly detest.

Blaming myself for the entire mishap,

Failing to grasp the outcome in its entirety.

Unforseen signs my eyes seen yet did not wish to achknowledge;

That you too played a magnificent role in this as well!

From my shell I onced dwelled I seen new light my spirit uplifted and swelled,

Willing to share my world with an angel sent just for me....

Intermission is at hand for the scenes has changed,

The moon's phases portrayed each sign of failure as I swiftly lose myself.

My efforts are left amongst those who toyed with your precious heart

For in that same instance you did to me the same exact thing.

Tears of confusion of forced pain wondering, "Where did I go wrong?"

Ashamed I crawled back into my shell never to venture out again.....

A new moon arises from the darkness,

Its silouette clashes with the hue of night.

I have done nothing wrong,

My only guilt is trying to love someone who knows nothing of love.

Someone whose beliefs struggles with their woes and sorrows,

This feeling of shame,

O how I utterly hate it!

I beat my chest and tear at my clothes,

Lashing out at nothingness I strike.....

A full moon once again.

Our paths shall soon cross,

The feelings within me arouse themselves,

But I on the other hand quickly douse their flame.

For almost a fraction of a second our eyes connect,

and before a full second reaches it peak my eyes disconnect.

I smile in spite of myself for the feelings I clunged to now drifts in the ocean of death