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life

I know I forget this,
or that,
or I get distracted.
I am really trying,
trying doesn’t matter,
because trying is not doing.
Mostly everything is my fault,
I know.
Don’t worry about me any longer,
I’m fading ,
No dating,
No living In fear.
It’s now myself,
and my mind.
I can sit in silence,
In my room,
for my life,
writing and painting.
At least I will have a smile on my face,
and not in a casket with no smile.