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Backwards I know
I said I wouldn’t give him my heart
Yet I did I let them go
Now ima missing him my heart is so sore
I knew I shouldn’t choose him
Cause they had me still trap in
He was my everything
While they made my heart stop beating
Cheating on you with my insecurities of them
The ones that hurt me way back when
I wish I could start all over with you again
Guess I would just keep you as a friend
So I wouldn’t have to debate on if you should win
Because boy I know you was the right man
But I was scared of you turning into them
Instead I messed up
So I forced you to take the knife and cut my heart up
I must have such good luck
