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Loving you like I love a celebrity and he don’t even know me
Loving my favorite color that can even love me
Blind to to see you don’t give ½ a cent for me
Put on those clothes so you can notice me
Asking for a love that not wanting
Silence of angry built up cause you trying find away from me
So you can see the one that don’t make no noise
I suppose I post to sit around with my mouth close
If I whisper you scream
My heart breaking into pieces like 1000 elephants running over me at the same time
I cant seem to find the reason why
Yesterday was just fine
Today im losing my mind
Making a promise to my heart that I wasn’t able to keep
Your punishing me cant you hear it sink
How I let you get this near
F*** my mind mentally
Sweet moments was just a dream
You and me is forbidden
Got me trying work it out
But its like trying crank a car with no motor its not going work right?
But why didn’t i get the warning notice
Instead I get the pillow to place against my face to scream
Dope me up with your generic medicine I am a fien
Going threw withdraws wishing it is just a bad dream
You did this to me
But its my fault I closed my eyes
Just so that when I blink you would make the tears fall
That’s all you wanted to do
Make me fall for the outside of you
Showing only what you were willing to do
No fear of being hurt unlike me
Sorry letter to my heart comes next from me
Told it wouldn’t happen again as I preceed with you
But again its my fault I get it now no love is a fairytale
So as I climb my heart back into its shell
The next one will go through h*** to get it
But again you did this
And its all my fault I believed it
