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I was loath to believe now I sit here and grieve
lost in a fantasy of make believe
don't get too close inside I feel dis..eased
It's like cancer cut it out of me let me bleed
won't let go of what's killing me
holding it too tight and close to me
this is not how it's suppose to be
I need inner healing to reside inside of me
sign me up I’m willing to mend the fences
so I can climb higher tangled in all the wires
sitting on cinder blocks like a car with no tires
perched like a bird on a wire
waiting for this pain to pass
watching the sand fall through an hour glass
I'm not lucky in love never have been
every relationship is a has been
I don't know what happened
these keys is all I'm tappin...where's my pen
right now I'm rappin
roll the dice I'm crappin
be nice to me are I'm slappin
back to my feelings
pass the deck I'm dealing
do you want a hit...this
while I add one more name on my hit list
like a wish list
watch me twist this
like the eye of a storm
bliss this
I’m in love with this
Don’t know what love is
Never was introduced
To it or made its acquaintance
