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Out in the world
Looking for what I thought I needed
Looking to men, drugs and human beings
Had me believing I could succeed
Only I was failing
Disappointing my heavenly Father
He wanted so much more for me
He wanted me to come to Him
For all of my needs and wants
I just couldn't see it
Ignoring the signs because I knew I was on the right path
to self destruction
He had to save me from myself
He brought me to a place where I can hear His word once again
Nuturing me despite my defiance
I fussed and fought
Because this is not where I wanted to be
He wouldn't let go
He knew I would I'll see things His way
The only way
He knew I yearned for Him and didn't know how to reach out to Him
He welcomed me with open arms
Once I rededicated my life to Him as He did for all of us
I feel at peace now that I can feel His presence
This is only the beginning
Striving for my purpose with His grace and mercy
I will achieve through Christ
Until He calls me home with HIm
This has been a long road of trials and tribulations
Its far from being over
I can now just hand my situations to Jesus
and let God work it out
His blessings rains down
Showering me with His happiness that I've come back to Him
Even the littlest things
People I deal with are more pleasant
Strangers greet me while I'm out
I'm safely getting from point A to point B
All the thanks goes to Jesus Christ
By His stripes I am healed
And His blood washed my sins away
As of August 20, 2013
I am a new woman
In Christ
