this love spell...

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life

 wheres my mind at? lost in a time cap...
wishin life was a movie cuz at least then i could rewind back...
cant change the past so i fly through my present with this dime sack...
running from depression, yet this black cloud seems to follow me where ever im at...
how can my thoughts be so dark with all this light inside my heart?...
that only beats to a beat, when music's the only thing that ignites a spark...
any other time i cant feel, like am i dead? and how was i killed?
was it the alcohol abuse, the broken heart,the loss of hope, or these pills?
i jus want to breathe still, through lungs that are full of cold air that leaves chills...
from this ice box i call a chest that once carried a heart that only she steals...
stolen, im all alone and i wanna ask for help but my silence is still golden...
trapped in all these bad memories i wanna escape but its too late, im closed in...
trapped in a love spell and without real love it cant be broken...
so i lay in my comfy coffin 6 feet deep until the right one is chosen...