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I feel the pain
But I
Just want to tuck it away
And then
Go on about my day
So why
This pain want go away
I cry
To try to regain
I lie
To myself and others smile and say I am ok
But no
That smile is crumbling away I feel it
My eyes are burning up like hell
Its bout to rain and pour I can tell
Screaming aint going do enough
For I shall
Be better after I face the monster in me
The hatred I have towards many
The disgust I have spit on the ground
I don’t want to go through this pain now
Things mama said I can hardly remember wow
I was young so I didnt get educated from her long enough
All I know like her I am so tuff
Oh how I miss her love
And mean side if she could slap me right now I feel so good inside
But but but it aint going to happen
Im mad yall f*** these life issue they don’t matter
Confused looking for the other side
Brighter side where I don’t hurt inside
I don’t want to cry
I want to be calm and collective
Well put together
Give these d*** issue a expiration date I don’t want them to be effective
