worst of all kinds

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life

• this pain the worst of all kinds,
• it hurts at all times,
• with you it's alright,
• but those are just short lives,
• my little girl and I'm not even courtside,
• I'm lost in a sore mind,
• my heart stored in your eyes,
• I'm past my ability I'm breaking,
• my picture frames are vacant,
• me and you together those images are fakeness,
• my aura is a blank pitch
• and him in the mirror,
• he aint ,
• I feel I'm loosing any remains of a sain grip,
• it seem life sees it aint fit,
• I believe it's intentions,
• to keep our relationship untradition,
• since your birth theres been a certain distance,
• my work persistant still I fail to fix it,
• the resentment strong enough to cut off,
• any actions or proper thoughts to mend it,
• the wound reinflicted every second of every minute,
• I'm bearly bearing,
• momentarily they're your parents,
• I'm outside merly staring,
• every week or so I'm clearly thier aren,
• your laughing daddy I love you,
• I take a knee to hug you,
• I crumble,
• in you gental squeeze,
• cause I love you too, 
• this I mostly imagine,
• I'm once again trapped in,
• it's a daydream
• and I've grown to weak to stop the tear's stream.