addicted

How am i suppose to lead by example when his love is something i just cant handle

One day i love him the next i hate his guts its hard to seperate love and lust

The smell of his skin the way his waves spin the taste of his lips

Id be lying if didnt admit to him im an addict 

When he slides in i swear i get so hie i feel chills up my spine

But when i dont have him im a miserable feen fixing to get a hit lucky if i get a taste of it

Ol boy hes my drug and im an addict oodee'ing on his love

With each stroke i keep relapsing

Cant help but let him in its so relaxing

How his dark skin and beautiful body feels up against mine

When im in his presence i just lose track of time

I swear no one has ever made me feel like him

Forgive me cause i keep committing the same sin

And i love it say im gonna quit but then its like fuk it

One last time i just need this hie

Keep coming back knowing hes not mine

Im addicted i guess the first step is to admit it

But i keep coming back real talk im so addicted