a painful love

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You need a real man

it'll get better

The same words he used to lift you up became opposite words that tore you down
His complements of saying your beautiful turned in to complements of you
Being ugly his soft warm words turned in to heavy and cold ice the respect he
Claimed he had for you turned into disrespect the look of gratefulness he use too
Look at you with turned in to stares of disappointments and anger in hard times
Like these what do you do?
(A. pray and ask god to make it better
(B. leave
(C. pretend like everything is okay
Plenty of other options to choose from like settings on an Xbox but constantly being reminded that your threw your controller away months ago you not what with the games and no straight jacket on you so you’re not going insane your thoughts become symptoms of someone who is bipolar you shrug your shoulder in hope it’ll get better and just when you thought you’re storm wouldn’t weather out he comes to...

what will do for love

I f the person you was in love with broke up with you over things you consider (bull)
Then you must look at it from they’re point of view you’ll never understand how much pain they have Indore
If it continues to be a one sided point of view then the question is not what you did wrong but what you didn’t do right
And that question changes up to what are you willing to do to keep that person in your life so let em know what’s up let em know you’re aware that you’ve messed up and that you have knowledge of the pain you’ve caused them
Note that saying sorry and having awareness of what you did isn’t enough because when it comes down to it she’ll call your bluff sit her down enough is enough swallow that pride she just wants the person she believes you can be
When the ifs ands, buts become warn out like rag doll take her out to the mall blow everything on her or simply cup her some roses money can...

grown folk bussiness

She sits at the table with nothing but lingerie on rolling a few blunts she is smiling waiting for the moment to see the look of pleasure on his face when he sees what she has done she beings to make some dirty sprite and put it in the freezer for it to get cold she then begins making dinner Bistro Roast Chicken, Pommes Frites with Chives, and finishing with a decadent Fudgy Espresso Soufflé. Is what she is making everything is perfect in her eyes as he walks in threw the door she grabs his coat and gives him a kiss asks how his day was at work all he could do was smile he picks her up an carries her to the shower where they make love oh you want them details? He grips her throat kisses her on the neck lifts her left leg up and penetrates her sucking in her tittes her hands against the wall crying for more he binds her over pulling her with one hand and grips her waste tightly with the other this goes on for hours the both of him get out he gets behind her and says I love you...

a painful love

it's not love until it hurts, pain evolves into progress & progress is transformed into Passion fuse all that together = a painfully passion to love someone that hurts you

i do love you

i love you not like a friend but something more every time we talk you trigger something in me that just always seems to have me smiling no matter your happiness is of great importance to me i love seeing you smile and when you laugh it's as if all the joys in the word is in your laugher your fuccin beautiful beyond all reasons i can go days with just talking to an never get tired of you that's just how amazing you really are to me

Tashari's anniversary suprise

*how does this sound* dinner just me an you no cell phones no distractions two blunts on each side of the table for before & after dinner next to the sliver forks spoons and knife next to the red wine the perfect candle lit dinner and what's for dinner you may ask well only the finest steak cooked well done with a side of mash potatos and green beans we eat laugh then take sips of the wine after dinner is over we unwinde smoke the second blunt & when that's done i take your hand leading you to your bedroom blue rose puddles cover the floor and the bed as i walk you to the bed you see chocolate kisses forming the shape of a heart and the letters i & you we call room service and tell them to bring the finest oils that they have once they bring it up i lock the doors no distractions as i lay you on your bacc with the oil in my hands rubbing it on your back the coldness from the oil makes your body shiver just a little bit you giggle as I'm given you a deep tissue massage...