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5 days

5 days of every month

I have five days to remind me

5 days to remind me that their is a possibility i have this decease

5 days to feel even more pain than i do any of the other days of my life

To know that i could possibly have the big scary C because of this decease

Five days for me to think that i would rather die than feel so much pain

Five days for me to think that i may not be able to carry a baby in my womb

Five days to whither away screaming why do i have to have the possibility of caring my family genes

To remember that this pain comes on these five days, cos during the rest of the month i have days i forget

Forgetting that this pain is the most pain i may feel as a woman and not giving birth

These five day to remind me that I AM A WOMAN

Five days

Five days

Five days

Five days

Or is it four

Maybe this decease has cause brain cells to leave

I cant stand this

Knowin i have bigger things to worry about, then insecurities as a girl

Knowing that the only enemy i really have is me