Get Through To (open your mind)

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romance

We talked over and over and yet we still argued, you say " I love you, baby look at what we been through". you meant what you put me through, all the differencedifferences and issues. all the strain and pain with no emotional support from you. you wanted to raise a family and have a baby, however I wasn't ready. I been down that road of love and happiness, time spent with passionate romance. I have a two who saw  their parents fall apart. Seem like i was betrayed and they wanted control and my kids left feeling cold. Now  you saw me crying, stressed out, low funds and yet I was still trying. Its hard to move forward without looking back hoping the past isn'tisn't) the present and recycling. I loved you, cared about you and wanted us both to be happy but my past haunts me, my heart is so heavy, I want to love again yet I doubt you could've understood. I tried to get through to you, cause at once it help me smile, have someone come into my life as a pleasant surprise and opened my eyes. I realized its nothing wrong with loving again, I jus didn't want my heart broken up again. I wasn't trying to loose you yet I was scared to stay. I tried to open your mind and put you on the same page. understand that I cared about you. I'm just done trying to get through to you.