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My own Hell
I can never completely miss,
the suffering
Constant infliction of torment
That bundles me up as it's baby,
It lowers me in a fiery state of mind, where no one can save me...
I agonize over events I no longer can
Control,
Individuals that abandoned my circle
Especially the ones I once gave my
Earth 2...
Old friends voices, turning foreign
Understanding
Their separation, and envy
Was monopolized by a jealous ass...
Whom I would love to ***ing choke,
Ring her spirit from her traitorous
Little throat..
Hate sings a lullaby, loneliness rock me 2 bed...
fear hovers over me,
possessing me,
Uncontrollably,
levitating over sweaty
Sheets, until I cry myself into a restless sleep,
Because, I hungered for a love ocean deep,
And yes, my bait caught the fish,
I never knew the way to keep..
Every night I lay in bed,
Waking up feeling, dampened cheeks
From crying the devils tears,
Being brutally raped by His fears
That's gripping me,
Pulling ,
forcing me, daily
Into my own Hell
