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I been the victim of this, numerous times, When did I start breaking hearts? When did I start being iniquitous? Turning malicious into a word, black and totally vicious... I'm a bi*ch and I get it! I've turned your world into a waiting pool, As I sat by watching you rot in it... I seen the flies of my lies swarming on top of you, I knew the truth of my deception would scorch you, Yet I kept it around watching untouched, as you burned to the ground
As wrong as I was, I would still conjure up the image of both our hearts, and swear to myself I was in love... You were like some unattainable paper containing multiple prescription drugs I was addicted, I mean you invaded all thoughts, All my cerebrum activity, involved thoughts of you with me... You were my escape, Another illusion I mistaken as some form of fate, I knew deep down that I will never be with you, But instead of stepping on the platform of real women hood, the little child inside promise I would forever be the one for you...
And that day you found out , it was all untrue, is the day I really looked at you... Knowing the pain in your eyes, I once felt the wetness too, I once felt the world shift beneath me as lies started to undo, And there's not a single explanation as of why I did the same exact Sh*t to you....
