I'm sorry you had to face it
I was young dumb and impatient
to tell the truth I was looking for a reason to cut you loose
you getting close made me uncomfortable
the variables had me scared
who knew for me somebody really cared
never really good at sharing
to many shady events lead me to not caring
I never had shh
I rather lose you now
then lose you when I win
this fickle game breeds change friends and family do the same
money don't fix shh
just band-aid patching
surface scratching
what happens when you realize your still the same
No feeling No care
There's too many holes in these theories of love
This love lead way to some hard nights and long fights
I mean on the surface I look strong
But I've done so much wrong
we could never be right
At least not for each other
Plus your half a$* attitude made me reassess my priorities
in which I floated my pedestal like hard stool
Your lesser math made me dodge your lecturers like skipping class
I except just a bad hab
So I quit before were driving each other drunk with rage and one day crash
So let me call you this cab
Good bye & God bless, good night!