tis a strange place to be in
I'm stuck between two worlds
the one I physically live in
and the one my thoughts inhabit
thoughts of what we have planned
thoughts of what will happen and how
thoughts of what feelings will be experienced
one moment I'm high
there's excitement, near on euphoria
then I level out because
I need to be calm and patient
such a contradiction of feelings
this is what you do to me
can I lay this at your feet?
or will you say it's the dopamine being released
at the thought of what we'll be doing to each other