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i find it  hard to breath when you're around me  you suck the  life out of me  every time we  speak even if its just a few minutes if feel the air escape my body gasping for air i try to remember  why i loved you in the first place  the more i  to remember the more restricted my air flow becomes and yet i cant let  go  feeling like a pathetic sack of  i cant let  go

my throat is closing i need to get away i know this love is toxic and here i should not  stay but for  some sick reason  im drawn to you liek a moth to a light  i fly towards you  for  what ever  ***ed  up reason im obsessed with you my self-worth is that  low now i feind  for you  i find mysrlf unable to breath withbout you but  with you im damn near dead