Without a care in the world
He careless talks to me about his girl
How she's this & how she's that
How he loves her & how she has his back
Forgetting that we
Have an eventful history
He's happy with her & I can see it in his eyes
He's different now. More mature, more clean cut & even the more wise
I swear I try to be cool but apart of me wishes he was talking in reference to me
Our story is one of friendship, love, betrayal & demise
And for some reason I'm ALWAYS looking for him in other guys
I know I won't find love this way
But just hear what I gotta say
Friendship turned to love can be a beautiful chemistry but what happens when it's no longer "You & Me"?
He's moving on
I sitting here still trying to figure what went wrong
He's happy with another
My heart keeps drifting further & further
From wanting anyone else that ain't him
Believe me, I've thought this thing out
And to some I may be crazy
And him with someone else shouldn't faze me
But it does.
I can not just be his friend. (That sounds selfish right?)
But he & I both gave up the fight.
How does one be a friend to someone who doesn't even know he still has their heart in his hand?
Damn....
I miss you being MY man