Placer's Reasoning

It comes a tim e that things must change

So, I've gotta take the time to catch the next train

Take me away to the place in my mind where everything's care free

And in real life put a Placer there for me

Just somebody to keep up appearences

Cause nobody's hearing this

The song of my heart that keeps my feets' pace

Still leaving you with the Placer's stone face

Retreating to the awesomeness of my own mind

But don't fear I'll be back in due time

I'll reconviene and bring myself back to the real world

In a state where my mind can safely be uncurled

Revieled for all those interested and put on display

And I don't care how it's precieved or taken; come what may

Say about it what you want cause any publicity is good publicity

But I know ya'll not really feelin' me

Cause not a soul here can tell me they've been to the inner recesses of my mind

And none can concieve what, there in, I find

So just follow along with my mental journey

The ebbs and flows of my purging

The complete spilling of myself on paper

And as I rattle off about my inner; inner sanctum you're astonished but to me this is merely a caper

In whicih I am protagonist antagonist reader, and creator

And yes that means before anyone else I read and critique my own work

Cause who eles is supposed to think it's amazing and enlightening first

But I digress

The poetry isn't just poetry but a story

And although it's not all in order it is told to the best of my ability

Just to grieve to vent to explain to appologize

It just is me and I recently realized

That this isn't for everyone not all will understand

But I will continue to do what I do with lexicon at my command

Because the essence that I carry; my spirit mind and body will continue to long for the Placer to be

So that I can sit back and relax and my own company

Which inturn becomes this

Yes even this is a perconcieved notion from my minds inner; inner spaces

Cause this is what happens when the Placer leaves

I come back from excersion to to tell you what my mind has concieved

And I hope it is enjoyed

Don't read to those it annoyed

Fore this is my child who I've nutured enough

It's time for them to go, cause they're all grown up

I know the time has come but I wasn't ready for this

So I trust in myself and press submit.