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I woke up this morning and shed a tear or two...
I woke up this morning a woman made a new
I got out of bed with him on my mind
The love he showed me was apparent in my stride
He loved me down to my knees and I could not get up
I woke up this morning at a loss for words
I got in to the shower trying not to listen to my thoughts murmurs
I got up this morning still feeling last night from soul to being
But I have yet to crawl out of my thoughts fearful of seeing...
Seeing this new person look back through the reflective glass at me
I woke up this morning wishing to have not had this epiphany
I out on my clothes this morning knowing this person inside was not ready for the day
Wishing to curl into an embrace that wasn't there and stay
I woke up this morning with his name eager and ready on my lips
His taste on my tongue and the feeling of his hands on my hips
DAMN IT!...
I left my house this morning learning something new about myself
A fact once hidden that I wish I could re-shelf
But there is no such thing as un-discovering
And saddly there is no cure for his particular brand of sourcery
I just want to go back to sleep
Pretend these parts of myself had not been unshethed
But there's no way to take back time or what was given
Although I wish it could... cause all of this hit me like a mac truck when I got up this mornin'
