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If ever i felt a tad bit out of place or like i didn't belong.... it's today
i mean maybe i shouldn't... and then again maybe i should
All day long i sat and i thought
about if i was good enough or not...
when i meet them, will her family see what she see's in me evnthough i don't
will they catch on to the fact that, i never really think
i'm as good or even close to what most think of me...
i mean i wonder if i am good enough for her...
Cuz when i see her my heart skips 3 beats...
and pounds so hard against my chest that i feel it throughout my body...
And when she's near me as nervous as i get i still stay calm, because when ever she looks into my eyes
it eases my restless mind...
It's like maddness when she touches me
cuz i wanna shiver but i don't want her to know that she does that to me...
And she always wonerds why my hands are always clamy...
It's the simple fact that we can share a moment together with out one word and my heart still flutters like the wings of a butterfly
AND.... , in my eyes
she could never do any wrong... that's just how i feel about her
I wonder if she feels just as strongly as i do and if i have the same effect on her...
Cuz i just can't help but feel like i'm not good enough most days
and today has been the absolute worst cuz i just feel like i could never be as good as i wanna be, for her...
and i feel like i could be and do so much more for her but at the same time i can't... grrrr....
i mean i just feel so DAMN INADEQUATE!!!!
