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My heart cannot define or tell my head to relay words to my mouth.
My body aches of worry and doubt
My soul cries and feels empty and destitute
I cannot describe how or what I feel exactly
Days go by and and I want to cry but the pain I feel goes deeper than tears.
I want to scream and shout and break dishes just to get that feeling out
The thought of moving away use to set ease to my mind, now it just falls somewhere into the emotionless part of my brain and creates a hard concrete blankets over my soul.
How do you fix something when you don't even know what's wrong You just know that you constantly feel alone Your heart always hurts And prayer doesn't even seem to work.
Depression engulfs the life of a living soul, swallowing it whole. My love for life has now faded & at this point I begin to wonder why was I even created.
