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I am as much the deceiver as I have been deceived. I was training by the world and to be honest with you, the world was not really looking out for me. The only potential they saw in me was that of victimized servant and you know d*mn well that I wanted more for that for myself.
I was like a walking whispering ghost of things I could have achieved but did not, not because I could not but because they would not let me and the only exit offered to me was death.
Imagine that being your only door and they usher you into it proudly. If I replicate some of those behaviors, please forgive me. I am a deceiver just as much as I have been deceived.
