LIES

It's hard to explain just how I feel when you lie to me.... look at me and deceive me.... Trying to hide the truth... but it becomes obvious to me when you start with the heavy breathing and loss of words.... No explanation no excuse.... You don't even know why you lie like you do Yet you expect me to become your wife.... Take your hand in marriage.... Love, honor, and respect you.... Now, how can I marry a man that constantly lies to me.... The fact that were still together surprises me.... But I chose to overlook all the times you lied.... I try to let the good things that you do hold on to me.... Though at times I wonder will that be enough.... I have lost count of all the lies you have told to me..... and God only knows how many more it will be.... Telling myself that you will change.... but in my heart I know that u don't know a lie from the truth....You lie so much I don't even think you know YOU.... Then I think to myself about the one lie I told.... and I wonder if that lie will ever get old.... I say it over and over again.... Is my one lie worse than all the lies you've told.... Am I not worthy of the truth.... Because I continue to tell you im in love with you