Misery Luck

It's just my heart beating, I still got a soul in me but I don't care to love anymore, just take my body and use it the way I ask you to. Place my on the bed and use me to the highest advantage, *** a feeling the moment, just kiss me where it hurts to numb the pain. Pretty girls don't cry we just screw the pain away with another guy. How does he like it, because I can't find a care to tell you how much it taints me. This night is dry I feel gloomy and gold. Holding the higher power with the loss of gold medal. Da *** was I suppose to do? What was the movie script for how life was suppose to be? I leave for 2 seconds to come back deceived and love thrown away. I'ma hold these tears back out of existence, let our partnership sail off in the night under the stars. Let my body be fulfilled in the hands of my eternity love. With no promises of a better tomorrow. Just slow kisses signaling of a better us. Then you'll never have to worry about what we could've been in the now.