I need

Lately it hurts for me to talk sober, my heart trembles with every word I mumble, so forgive me if I fumble but yet something cripples my every breath, tried running but it feels like there's mud in my shoes, am slipping all over my self in every step forward, that's how I found my self behind, Been feeling like no one listening, the echoes of my voice reach a very distant place, praying is hard when you dwell in a place with no love lost, but O Lord I swear I need You, I need You to Hear me even when am not listening to my self, Need You very much so as to hold me when I let go of my self, Need You to understand what I complicated my self See swear I am in need of You, this yearning for your touch is from deep within a place so so so so....... I need You Lord I need you to write me back, I know you have a message You need me to read, I know you, know how much I need to hear from you again, the very existence of me depends on it, Without you Iam nothing, This is why I need you